Week 3

[nathan]

Tyler.... quitters suck. That's all I have to say about that.

Week 3, and well, well, well... we have a new HOH.

I REALLY wanted to win this challenge. Like I've said before, I needed to do something so that people don't just think I'm floating through. Not that I want to put myself totally out there or anything, but I don't want people to feel like I've just been floating around and not doing anything.

I talked to Sheree earlier today (before HOH) and she said she would probably put up Scott & Donnann. I agreed with her - because I actually really was thinking of those two anyway.

Now that I'm actually HOH and faced with having to nominate people... I'm still leaning Scott and Donnann. But I want to talk to the others first. There's no point in winning HOH if you're not going to use it as a bit of a bargaining tool.

Oh... and it's so interesting how the others come running to message me and talk to me all of a sudden...

[nathan]

Ok... I nominated Donnann and Donna. My reasoning was that EVERYONE I talked to said to nominate Donnann. And I'm a little pissed off at myself because quite frankly, I didn't want her out. But I chose to stay safe - I'm very susceptible to peer pressure.

THEN SHE GOES AND WINS VETO!

Great. I've just made a public enemy.

People want Kathleen/Liz out. But I wasn't going to do that. They are not after me.

So I was THIS close to nominating Kathleen and for some dumb reason I decided to talk to her about it. She was very accommodating when it came to not nominating her. She was supportive of my decision to get Jason out.

Anyway, I nominated Jason and then Kathleen immediately votes for Jason to stay. And says that she is doing what is best for her. Fair enough I guess. But come on. I should have nominated you. I was going to. The least you can do it vote for Jason to leave.

So... there you have it. Kathleen sucks. And P.S. when you talk about your boyfriend of 3 months, I want to die. I feel like I've been hit with a tranquilizer dart. I've never been so bored. 3 months does not a relationship make. I no longer enjoy you.

[nathan]

Kathleen just said this to me:

"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:18:32 PM): he knows like everything about me
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:18:39 PM): more than both my parents put togetehr
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:18:42 PM): lmao nooo
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:19:40 PM): toddys been there my entire life nd him n rica want me to get alone time with them this summer...without having to be a bitch towards my cuzin krista...she;s his other goddaughter and im having fun teaching her HES MINE BACK OFF!!!
JDeanUT (6:21:25 PM): hehe
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:22:10 PM): shes 13 n toddy's never been there for anything huge in her life, he didnt live with her...im special i get everything hes there for everything and he talks to me all the time like when i need him he knows and he calls me and we talk for hours at a time
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:23:11 PM): and she calls him toddy i flip,im the only one who does that, she tried getin i the middle of our hug grad day...i used my heels and kicked her, she did it during a really emotional moment we were sharing prom day so i slapped her in the head and pushed her away
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:23:41 PM): he was talkin to me the day of my prom, reminding me how special i am to him n stuff n i was cryin like i felt that good n then she tries to get between us
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:23:47 PM): boyy does she regret it
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:24:22 PM): i punched her in the mouth christmas day (i know its horrible of me) but she had it coming when he called and she asked him for my bra size......the one thing he doesnt know
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:24:34 PM): "toddy kathleen wont say her bra size, what is it?"
"BB5 - Kathleen" (6:24:42 PM): shes lucky to have her teeth



Notice how I'm not responding at all. And she just keeps talking and talking and talking. Oh, and also - the person Kathleen is talking about is a 13 year old child. A freaking child. And Kathleen wants to be an elementary school teacher?!?!? I don't have kids, but if I did, I would never let them near her.
Kathleen - you should seriously consider seeing a therapist. I know that sounds bitchy, but I really do mean it with absolute concern for your health and safety. You obviously have issues, and you need to talk to someone. I would offer to be that person, but I'm bored with you. And quite frankly, you scare me.